Yeah~~I finally got the chance to do some betting on softball. Didn't play that for a long long time.How long you're asking?Well, let me count. I think it's been 8 years that I stop playing them. It was fun and tension release game. Although I got fly ball, but still atleast I hit them. But that was last Sunday.
I got back to Kampar on Monday. Actually I planned to come back here on Sunday but, the traffic is kinda heavy for my boyfriend so I come back here with my friend on Monday taking the shuttle train. It was a tiring trip but luckily, I got to study for Tuesday paper.
But I'm not so sure for next Monday. It's kinda packed.The time I mean. Monday paper, Wednesday and Friday. Honestly, I hope there are detailed tips given to us. But not like those given by our lecturer for International Business but like the one for Service Management. I think I did the paper well today although it kinda lack of time. But I give my best shot.Whatever I can think of, I just write it down.
I chatted with the person I kinda like today.Like every other day, we usually chat for 10 minutes or so when he's working but longer when he's not working.Usually on Saturday and Sunday. He told the girl that he wanted to leave her and guess she goes berserk. I kinda pitied her but yet pitied my friend as well. If the girl didn't get all suspicious all the time, I think they might last.But who am I to judge? I used to do that when I know my boyfriend likes someone else before me. But after all the things we've been through and all the fighting we've done, I think we gained each other trust. My opinion is that, every relationship goes into this stage. My theory is that, in order to understand each other, there are fights needed. We state our girl opinion and guys got their own thinking as well. After much fight, we will begin to understand what the person is thinking and how they will react. Look at those dramas, relationship always have fights.
Anyway, back to my friend. The girl have gone extreme and she's being rude. Or so I've been told. I have not met the girl or talked to her but judging from all the pictures I saw in my friend's account, she certainly is making the statement that the guy is hers. This really got me thinking what my friend sees in that girl when they went on a date for a couple of days. Maybe she's being a plastic at first and slowly reveals herself.
I like girls or my girlfriend to be truthful of themselves. If a guy don't like it, hey~~It's their loss!! We rather be ourselves than being a fake. Who likes fake anyway?No one does.
Well, not to sound as a bad person, but I think the girl should know her problems and try to prevent it from happening. But this is me for being straightforward.
All the best to all the males who have girl who likes to control.
CIao~~

Holy crap!!
I know it's wrong and it shouldn't be that way. I can't help it. The person is way older than me like a lot but, I can't stop it. It's driving me crazy. I know I didn't know that person that long. But things have been well between us for like, so long. He's not the typical guy that I met. He's, for me, a normal person that I wanted to meet when I online. I love talking to him and although there's a culture differences and age gap, we somehow able to find topics to talk about. And he understands me and really did give me lots of encouragement. I know I shouldn't have easily trusted someone whom I chatted online, but so far, he's totally good.
I really do wonder what will happen if I work in London after graduating or visit London when graduate. Shit~~Should have spend less time with him cos it's all wrong. I don't know what to do...
Hope there is a guidance for me. I can feel that he feels the same way too. But maybe it's a temporary feeling we both have.
Better focus on my studies now.

Days sure pass by fast.A blink and things gone by. Now, left a week to our final exam and somehow, the mood of studying is not there. When we wanted to study, there sure is something that distracted us from doing so. Like for me, I'll be watching animation and playing Facebook 24/7. But of course, this must be stopped. Yet, I don't know how to stop it. Anyway, it's been a long time that I didn't fell sick during near exam. Ever since I got back from Penang, I've not been feeling well. First the bloody poop with no pain which, luckily, lasted for two days only. But things didn't stop there. Sore throat attack came in the next day and when that is gone, running nose came.And now, I started to cough with a heavy nose blockage. Lucky I came prepared for the running nose but not for the cough. Well, since it caused by heat, all I have to do now is drink lots and lots of water and pray to get well soon.
I think I should off my computer and take it to somewhere where I won't open them every morning when I woke up. I admit it's a waste of time to play Facebook games but this itchy finger of mine won't stop. Guess, I need to know how to control myself.
Anyway, hope to get well soon and full concentration on my studies to get good results for my finals. Still, can't believe we have another last semester to go.Hope all goes by smoothly though.
All the best for the UTAR students finals.
Good luck!!