I thought being at home is to be ourselves.The silly self of ours and being ridiculous in our daily lives. And I also thought being at home is where we can relax and feel homey. But not mine.
I feel stressed out at home whenever we have a family gathering day. First, cos there is always a complain coming from both my sisters. Then, follow by the advices from my parents on how the real world is like dat and bla bla bla....
Look,I've been there and I know.But truth is, I prefer working life and stayed out from home. I hated staying at home.If I'm at home,I rather stayed and locked myself in the room where there is no complains, scoldings on whose fault and what-so-ever.And there is no PRIVACY in what we're doing.
From this few days, I think I have decided to work in KL or any other place than in here. Even if I did have a job in Penang, I rather stayed late and come back and just sleep and don't bother on them saying I got no life. When you're worry about them, they say us KPC. And if you don't worry about them, they'll say we don't care them. What's it gonna be? I rather stay quiet and let them think whatever they want.
Don't get me wrong. I do really care for my parents. But they way things been going since I got back here, I just wished that someone appreciates me and not complaining bout this and that. But like I've said, life sucks. I really do appreciate them putting me in school to study but things turn other way when they got back and here, from on top of this list, I've become the last.
I'm not being sensitive and all, but maybe when you're in my shoe, you can see the differences on how I feel and how intimidated I am in this house.

Well, I think all I can say now is hope things will get better soon before I start to walk out from this house.

Final Year in UTAR

This year is my final year in UTAR and hopefully I don't have to repeat any subjects and graduate on time. I have lots of fun during my studies there yet, lots of stress which most of you guys will say it's worth it. It is worth it when I go out work and some of the theories need to apply in it. I get it. My group members finally able to finish out final year project.Lucky us for finishing it on time although it's a last minute work. We suppose to start out thesis last semester but we only started them at the end of the previous semester. But WOHOO!!! The stress release~~Haha!! Hopefully, there is nothing wrong with the thesis and we can graduate happily. The campus is nice in Kampar but too bad on the car park they provide and also the food served in the cafeteria. They should definitely do some improvement on that department. Oh, and also the shelter for us when it's pouring heavily there. It always rain heavily in Kampar and it gets freaking cold only when it rains. The weather usually hot and my sister who come over once in a while says that we can totally boil some eggs on the floor without using any fire cos of the heat.Haha!! Maybe this is a small town, but the food there is all the same. What a shame that when we gonna graduate, McDonald just starting its business.
After graduating, I still don't know where I want to work. I don't know whether I should work in my hometown or in KL. There's pros and cons to it. Yes, if working in KL the expenses will be higher since I don't have any car or bike in KL so I have to rely on taxis and commuters. And if the place I work is far from where I stay, all I can say is "WOW!!" and I'll go bankrupt. Working in hometown, it's not a bad idea but....we sure rush on who uses the bathroom first and chasing each other out using it. And also transportation...Lots to think.But I see no differences so, guess I have to see where I first landed a job instead of when.
Anyway, hope you guys can give me a little hand on where should I work. In hometown or in KL.
Thanks guys~~!!