I thought being at home is to be ourselves.The silly self of ours and being ridiculous in our daily lives. And I also thought being at home is where we can relax and feel homey. But not mine.
I feel stressed out at home whenever we have a family gathering day. First, cos there is always a complain coming from both my sisters. Then, follow by the advices from my parents on how the real world is like dat and bla bla bla....
Look,I've been there and I know.But truth is, I prefer working life and stayed out from home. I hated staying at home.If I'm at home,I rather stayed and locked myself in the room where there is no complains, scoldings on whose fault and what-so-ever.And there is no PRIVACY in what we're doing.
From this few days, I think I have decided to work in KL or any other place than in here. Even if I did have a job in Penang, I rather stayed late and come back and just sleep and don't bother on them saying I got no life. When you're worry about them, they say us KPC. And if you don't worry about them, they'll say we don't care them. What's it gonna be? I rather stay quiet and let them think whatever they want.
Don't get me wrong. I do really care for my parents. But they way things been going since I got back here, I just wished that someone appreciates me and not complaining bout this and that. But like I've said, life sucks. I really do appreciate them putting me in school to study but things turn other way when they got back and here, from on top of this list, I've become the last.
I'm not being sensitive and all, but maybe when you're in my shoe, you can see the differences on how I feel and how intimidated I am in this house.
Well, I think all I can say now is hope things will get better soon before I start to walk out from this house.
I feel stressed out at home whenever we have a family gathering day. First, cos there is always a complain coming from both my sisters. Then, follow by the advices from my parents on how the real world is like dat and bla bla bla....
Look,I've been there and I know.But truth is, I prefer working life and stayed out from home. I hated staying at home.If I'm at home,I rather stayed and locked myself in the room where there is no complains, scoldings on whose fault and what-so-ever.And there is no PRIVACY in what we're doing.
From this few days, I think I have decided to work in KL or any other place than in here. Even if I did have a job in Penang, I rather stayed late and come back and just sleep and don't bother on them saying I got no life. When you're worry about them, they say us KPC. And if you don't worry about them, they'll say we don't care them. What's it gonna be? I rather stay quiet and let them think whatever they want.
Don't get me wrong. I do really care for my parents. But they way things been going since I got back here, I just wished that someone appreciates me and not complaining bout this and that. But like I've said, life sucks. I really do appreciate them putting me in school to study but things turn other way when they got back and here, from on top of this list, I've become the last.
I'm not being sensitive and all, but maybe when you're in my shoe, you can see the differences on how I feel and how intimidated I am in this house.
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