Yeah~~I finally got the chance to do some betting on softball. Didn't play that for a long long time.How long you're asking?Well, let me count. I think it's been 8 years that I stop playing them. It was fun and tension release game. Although I got fly ball, but still atleast I hit them. But that was last Sunday.
I got back to Kampar on Monday. Actually I planned to come back here on Sunday but, the traffic is kinda heavy for my boyfriend so I come back here with my friend on Monday taking the shuttle train. It was a tiring trip but luckily, I got to study for Tuesday paper.
But I'm not so sure for next Monday. It's kinda packed.The time I mean. Monday paper, Wednesday and Friday. Honestly, I hope there are detailed tips given to us. But not like those given by our lecturer for International Business but like the one for Service Management. I think I did the paper well today although it kinda lack of time. But I give my best shot.Whatever I can think of, I just write it down.
I chatted with the person I kinda like today.Like every other day, we usually chat for 10 minutes or so when he's working but longer when he's not working.Usually on Saturday and Sunday. He told the girl that he wanted to leave her and guess she goes berserk. I kinda pitied her but yet pitied my friend as well. If the girl didn't get all suspicious all the time, I think they might last.But who am I to judge? I used to do that when I know my boyfriend likes someone else before me. But after all the things we've been through and all the fighting we've done, I think we gained each other trust. My opinion is that, every relationship goes into this stage. My theory is that, in order to understand each other, there are fights needed. We state our girl opinion and guys got their own thinking as well. After much fight, we will begin to understand what the person is thinking and how they will react. Look at those dramas, relationship always have fights.
Anyway, back to my friend. The girl have gone extreme and she's being rude. Or so I've been told. I have not met the girl or talked to her but judging from all the pictures I saw in my friend's account, she certainly is making the statement that the guy is hers. This really got me thinking what my friend sees in that girl when they went on a date for a couple of days. Maybe she's being a plastic at first and slowly reveals herself.
I like girls or my girlfriend to be truthful of themselves. If a guy don't like it, hey~~It's their loss!! We rather be ourselves than being a fake. Who likes fake anyway?No one does.
Well, not to sound as a bad person, but I think the girl should know her problems and try to prevent it from happening. But this is me for being straightforward.
All the best to all the males who have girl who likes to control.
CIao~~
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Monday, September 06, 2010
Holy crap!!
I know it's wrong and it shouldn't be that way. I can't help it. The person is way older than me like a lot but, I can't stop it. It's driving me crazy. I know I didn't know that person that long. But things have been well between us for like, so long. He's not the typical guy that I met. He's, for me, a normal person that I wanted to meet when I online. I love talking to him and although there's a culture differences and age gap, we somehow able to find topics to talk about. And he understands me and really did give me lots of encouragement. I know I shouldn't have easily trusted someone whom I chatted online, but so far, he's totally good.
I really do wonder what will happen if I work in London after graduating or visit London when graduate. Shit~~Should have spend less time with him cos it's all wrong. I don't know what to do...
Hope there is a guidance for me. I can feel that he feels the same way too. But maybe it's a temporary feeling we both have.
Better focus on my studies now.
I know it's wrong and it shouldn't be that way. I can't help it. The person is way older than me like a lot but, I can't stop it. It's driving me crazy. I know I didn't know that person that long. But things have been well between us for like, so long. He's not the typical guy that I met. He's, for me, a normal person that I wanted to meet when I online. I love talking to him and although there's a culture differences and age gap, we somehow able to find topics to talk about. And he understands me and really did give me lots of encouragement. I know I shouldn't have easily trusted someone whom I chatted online, but so far, he's totally good.
I really do wonder what will happen if I work in London after graduating or visit London when graduate. Shit~~Should have spend less time with him cos it's all wrong. I don't know what to do...
Hope there is a guidance for me. I can feel that he feels the same way too. But maybe it's a temporary feeling we both have.
Better focus on my studies now.
Sunday, September 05, 2010
Days sure pass by fast.A blink and things gone by. Now, left a week to our final exam and somehow, the mood of studying is not there. When we wanted to study, there sure is something that distracted us from doing so. Like for me, I'll be watching animation and playing Facebook 24/7. But of course, this must be stopped. Yet, I don't know how to stop it. Anyway, it's been a long time that I didn't fell sick during near exam. Ever since I got back from Penang, I've not been feeling well. First the bloody poop with no pain which, luckily, lasted for two days only. But things didn't stop there. Sore throat attack came in the next day and when that is gone, running nose came.And now, I started to cough with a heavy nose blockage. Lucky I came prepared for the running nose but not for the cough. Well, since it caused by heat, all I have to do now is drink lots and lots of water and pray to get well soon.
I think I should off my computer and take it to somewhere where I won't open them every morning when I woke up. I admit it's a waste of time to play Facebook games but this itchy finger of mine won't stop. Guess, I need to know how to control myself.
Anyway, hope to get well soon and full concentration on my studies to get good results for my finals. Still, can't believe we have another last semester to go.Hope all goes by smoothly though.
All the best for the UTAR students finals.
Good luck!!
I think I should off my computer and take it to somewhere where I won't open them every morning when I woke up. I admit it's a waste of time to play Facebook games but this itchy finger of mine won't stop. Guess, I need to know how to control myself.
Anyway, hope to get well soon and full concentration on my studies to get good results for my finals. Still, can't believe we have another last semester to go.Hope all goes by smoothly though.
All the best for the UTAR students finals.
Good luck!!
Saturday, August 28, 2010
I thought being at home is to be ourselves.The silly self of ours and being ridiculous in our daily lives. And I also thought being at home is where we can relax and feel homey. But not mine.
I feel stressed out at home whenever we have a family gathering day. First, cos there is always a complain coming from both my sisters. Then, follow by the advices from my parents on how the real world is like dat and bla bla bla....
Look,I've been there and I know.But truth is, I prefer working life and stayed out from home. I hated staying at home.If I'm at home,I rather stayed and locked myself in the room where there is no complains, scoldings on whose fault and what-so-ever.And there is no PRIVACY in what we're doing.
From this few days, I think I have decided to work in KL or any other place than in here. Even if I did have a job in Penang, I rather stayed late and come back and just sleep and don't bother on them saying I got no life. When you're worry about them, they say us KPC. And if you don't worry about them, they'll say we don't care them. What's it gonna be? I rather stay quiet and let them think whatever they want.
Don't get me wrong. I do really care for my parents. But they way things been going since I got back here, I just wished that someone appreciates me and not complaining bout this and that. But like I've said, life sucks. I really do appreciate them putting me in school to study but things turn other way when they got back and here, from on top of this list, I've become the last.
I'm not being sensitive and all, but maybe when you're in my shoe, you can see the differences on how I feel and how intimidated I am in this house.
Well, I think all I can say now is hope things will get better soon before I start to walk out from this house.
I feel stressed out at home whenever we have a family gathering day. First, cos there is always a complain coming from both my sisters. Then, follow by the advices from my parents on how the real world is like dat and bla bla bla....
Look,I've been there and I know.But truth is, I prefer working life and stayed out from home. I hated staying at home.If I'm at home,I rather stayed and locked myself in the room where there is no complains, scoldings on whose fault and what-so-ever.And there is no PRIVACY in what we're doing.
From this few days, I think I have decided to work in KL or any other place than in here. Even if I did have a job in Penang, I rather stayed late and come back and just sleep and don't bother on them saying I got no life. When you're worry about them, they say us KPC. And if you don't worry about them, they'll say we don't care them. What's it gonna be? I rather stay quiet and let them think whatever they want.
Don't get me wrong. I do really care for my parents. But they way things been going since I got back here, I just wished that someone appreciates me and not complaining bout this and that. But like I've said, life sucks. I really do appreciate them putting me in school to study but things turn other way when they got back and here, from on top of this list, I've become the last.
I'm not being sensitive and all, but maybe when you're in my shoe, you can see the differences on how I feel and how intimidated I am in this house.
Final Year in UTAR
This year is my final year in UTAR and hopefully I don't have to repeat any subjects and graduate on time. I have lots of fun during my studies there yet, lots of stress which most of you guys will say it's worth it. It is worth it when I go out work and some of the theories need to apply in it. I get it. My group members finally able to finish out final year project.Lucky us for finishing it on time although it's a last minute work. We suppose to start out thesis last semester but we only started them at the end of the previous semester. But WOHOO!!! The stress release~~Haha!! Hopefully, there is nothing wrong with the thesis and we can graduate happily. The campus is nice in Kampar but too bad on the car park they provide and also the food served in the cafeteria. They should definitely do some improvement on that department. Oh, and also the shelter for us when it's pouring heavily there. It always rain heavily in Kampar and it gets freaking cold only when it rains. The weather usually hot and my sister who come over once in a while says that we can totally boil some eggs on the floor without using any fire cos of the heat.Haha!! Maybe this is a small town, but the food there is all the same. What a shame that when we gonna graduate, McDonald just starting its business.
After graduating, I still don't know where I want to work. I don't know whether I should work in my hometown or in KL. There's pros and cons to it. Yes, if working in KL the expenses will be higher since I don't have any car or bike in KL so I have to rely on taxis and commuters. And if the place I work is far from where I stay, all I can say is "WOW!!" and I'll go bankrupt. Working in hometown, it's not a bad idea but....we sure rush on who uses the bathroom first and chasing each other out using it. And also transportation...Lots to think.But I see no differences so, guess I have to see where I first landed a job instead of when.
Anyway, hope you guys can give me a little hand on where should I work. In hometown or in KL.
Thanks guys~~!!
This year is my final year in UTAR and hopefully I don't have to repeat any subjects and graduate on time. I have lots of fun during my studies there yet, lots of stress which most of you guys will say it's worth it. It is worth it when I go out work and some of the theories need to apply in it. I get it. My group members finally able to finish out final year project.Lucky us for finishing it on time although it's a last minute work. We suppose to start out thesis last semester but we only started them at the end of the previous semester. But WOHOO!!! The stress release~~Haha!! Hopefully, there is nothing wrong with the thesis and we can graduate happily. The campus is nice in Kampar but too bad on the car park they provide and also the food served in the cafeteria. They should definitely do some improvement on that department. Oh, and also the shelter for us when it's pouring heavily there. It always rain heavily in Kampar and it gets freaking cold only when it rains. The weather usually hot and my sister who come over once in a while says that we can totally boil some eggs on the floor without using any fire cos of the heat.Haha!! Maybe this is a small town, but the food there is all the same. What a shame that when we gonna graduate, McDonald just starting its business.
After graduating, I still don't know where I want to work. I don't know whether I should work in my hometown or in KL. There's pros and cons to it. Yes, if working in KL the expenses will be higher since I don't have any car or bike in KL so I have to rely on taxis and commuters. And if the place I work is far from where I stay, all I can say is "WOW!!" and I'll go bankrupt. Working in hometown, it's not a bad idea but....we sure rush on who uses the bathroom first and chasing each other out using it. And also transportation...Lots to think.But I see no differences so, guess I have to see where I first landed a job instead of when.
Anyway, hope you guys can give me a little hand on where should I work. In hometown or in KL.
Thanks guys~~!!
Friday, February 08, 2008
Wah~~!!Happy Chinese New Year...hope you guys get lots of ang pau ya...N remember to give me some lol...hehehhe
It's been a busy week ever since i got back to BM.On the day i got back here,mum asked us to bake some cookies as they went out for a business dinner.We never got the chance to relax until 11 or 12 night.Not only that,we still need to unpack our stuff which mostly my stuff then only can sleep.
Lucky on the next day mum and dad not around cos work.After our errands in Penang island we then go over to Gurney to shop for a while and then rush back home to clean the house.All I can say is that we're so so busy tell there is no time to spare.Finally,the 1st day of CNY arrive and lots of mum and dad's friends came over for the open house.We thought no one is coming cos every year they arrive early but don't know why this particular year they're late when food arrive early.Anyway,we then busy as lots of people pouring in and pity dad have to give ang pau to all the children around.But we did receive some too from other Chinese family.On the 2nd day, we went over to our relatives house and met lots of our relatives..far far relatives and have a feast there.We just got back and kinda tired so gonna head off to rest now..bye...
Stay tuned~~!!
It's been a busy week ever since i got back to BM.On the day i got back here,mum asked us to bake some cookies as they went out for a business dinner.We never got the chance to relax until 11 or 12 night.Not only that,we still need to unpack our stuff which mostly my stuff then only can sleep.
Lucky on the next day mum and dad not around cos work.After our errands in Penang island we then go over to Gurney to shop for a while and then rush back home to clean the house.All I can say is that we're so so busy tell there is no time to spare.Finally,the 1st day of CNY arrive and lots of mum and dad's friends came over for the open house.We thought no one is coming cos every year they arrive early but don't know why this particular year they're late when food arrive early.Anyway,we then busy as lots of people pouring in and pity dad have to give ang pau to all the children around.But we did receive some too from other Chinese family.On the 2nd day, we went over to our relatives house and met lots of our relatives..far far relatives and have a feast there.We just got back and kinda tired so gonna head off to rest now..bye...
Stay tuned~~!!
Friday, January 18, 2008
Muahahahha....Break record already for not touching dis site for like a year~!!!
lots of changes in me...Mummy saw me she always complain that i fat a lot ady until my face turn like a ball...Is it that bad?? =( Not only my mummy but also my boyfriend!!!Lousy him...
So must keep fit till Chinese New Year... Now year 2008 beginning of a new year n bad nes come first.
EXAM WEEK~~!!!
N it stretch for 3 weeks.Lucky is that I have a long long time to prepare but unfortunately,too long till 2nd of Feb. So no time to play over here in KL cos after finish i have to go back home on the next day.Night time will be busy packing my bags n furniture to move back to Penang. The only time i can play is during the night time after i pack my bags cos i got morning paper and afternoon paper which gonna weight me down to tension mood... :'(
Good news is that after I go back Penang I can enjoy Chinese New Year without worrying bout exams!!!!except results which i think will be out for around 3 to 4 weeks. But atleast i can see my family and friends.But i will miss my boyfriend.Ya,we still going on for 2 years already.Broke the record also for this cos usually they left after 2 to 3 months.Hope i can still come back KL to visit him...Now he's having his exam too and also it's his final year...Miss him so much.
daddy's birthday gonna arrive soon on the 26th Jan.He gonna be 55 soon and I hope i can faster come out from uni n earn some for daddy for he should rest at home ady...Mummy plan to buy daddy a very nice present.Pity I don't know what is the present.
I miss my friends at the work place cos it's fun to be with them like the Section Leader which i call him shakey shakey...The assistant which i call him Hawker and the management trainee guy who i call Panda. They're all nice people cos they help me a lot during my work.Lucky i now didn't work cos need to focus on exam...Muahahha
will be continued... Love you guyz
lots of changes in me...Mummy saw me she always complain that i fat a lot ady until my face turn like a ball...Is it that bad?? =( Not only my mummy but also my boyfriend!!!Lousy him...
So must keep fit till Chinese New Year... Now year 2008 beginning of a new year n bad nes come first.
EXAM WEEK~~!!!
N it stretch for 3 weeks.Lucky is that I have a long long time to prepare but unfortunately,too long till 2nd of Feb. So no time to play over here in KL cos after finish i have to go back home on the next day.Night time will be busy packing my bags n furniture to move back to Penang. The only time i can play is during the night time after i pack my bags cos i got morning paper and afternoon paper which gonna weight me down to tension mood... :'(
Good news is that after I go back Penang I can enjoy Chinese New Year without worrying bout exams!!!!except results which i think will be out for around 3 to 4 weeks. But atleast i can see my family and friends.But i will miss my boyfriend.Ya,we still going on for 2 years already.Broke the record also for this cos usually they left after 2 to 3 months.Hope i can still come back KL to visit him...Now he's having his exam too and also it's his final year...Miss him so much.
daddy's birthday gonna arrive soon on the 26th Jan.He gonna be 55 soon and I hope i can faster come out from uni n earn some for daddy for he should rest at home ady...Mummy plan to buy daddy a very nice present.Pity I don't know what is the present.
I miss my friends at the work place cos it's fun to be with them like the Section Leader which i call him shakey shakey...The assistant which i call him Hawker and the management trainee guy who i call Panda. They're all nice people cos they help me a lot during my work.Lucky i now didn't work cos need to focus on exam...Muahahha
will be continued... Love you guyz
Friday, June 09, 2006
assiGment Came PourinG iN...BegiNning oF streSs...
Well well well...it's been 2 weeks since school starts and guess what?Yeah,1 step into campus and assignment now came pouring in and it's been hitting my head ever since starting this week and "ouch" it hurts...It's a miracle that I still can wake up and find that I got lots of things to do...But unlucky for me today as I woke up late and I was late for my morning class...Thank God I reach there in time.
I got 6 subject this semester and so all together is 6 assignment if you don't include some subject requires 2 assignment...like english and business communication.
So basically my life is a living hell right now cos I'm now all confuse which I should do and which I need it the most important of all...and not forgetting I have to take extra co-curiculum where I pick it on Monday.Lots of research is needed for me now and I really hope my group members help me out not only by typing but also research...I think I need something to make me awake all the time so as energetic so I won't feel tired and sleepy at the same time.
My mom bought me and my sister food called "bak chang" which is a Chinese delicacy which is passed to my sister's boyfriend.Gee,this make me feel that I miss my Penang food and my mom's cooking.I hope I can go back soon but not my bus I hope.
Anyway,major stress is coming up if I keep pulling the time I've wasted doing typing and enjoy so guys...Wish me luck cos I'm gonna need is desperately.
As for those juniors...Good luck guys cos you gonna need it real soon...Stay tuned
Well well well...it's been 2 weeks since school starts and guess what?Yeah,1 step into campus and assignment now came pouring in and it's been hitting my head ever since starting this week and "ouch" it hurts...It's a miracle that I still can wake up and find that I got lots of things to do...But unlucky for me today as I woke up late and I was late for my morning class...Thank God I reach there in time.
I got 6 subject this semester and so all together is 6 assignment if you don't include some subject requires 2 assignment...like english and business communication.
So basically my life is a living hell right now cos I'm now all confuse which I should do and which I need it the most important of all...and not forgetting I have to take extra co-curiculum where I pick it on Monday.Lots of research is needed for me now and I really hope my group members help me out not only by typing but also research...I think I need something to make me awake all the time so as energetic so I won't feel tired and sleepy at the same time.
My mom bought me and my sister food called "bak chang" which is a Chinese delicacy which is passed to my sister's boyfriend.Gee,this make me feel that I miss my Penang food and my mom's cooking.I hope I can go back soon but not my bus I hope.
Anyway,major stress is coming up if I keep pulling the time I've wasted doing typing and enjoy so guys...Wish me luck cos I'm gonna need is desperately.
As for those juniors...Good luck guys cos you gonna need it real soon...Stay tuned
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